Day 17 of #strala30--Mind vs. Heart

So, the more I dive into @tarastiles words in her book, @stralayoga, the more I realize the dichotomy inside my body.
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In my heart, this whole ease/natural movement/tapping into my intuition feels so darn good. After all of my years of living inside a proverbial cage, this concept is sheer freedom.
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My head is like whaaaaaaatttt is this concept???????????? I refuse to submit to this. 😳
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But, it's all a part of the process. Much like growing. Much like healing. You've got the struggle between two forces. One has always run the show. The other has always played in the background. There is going to be some teetering back and forth until a decision is made. It reminds me of the parable, Tale of Two Wolves. Whichever one wins is the one you choose to feed.
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Having my mind and heart struggle is natural. For so long, my mind and it's incarcerating parameters ran the show. There was no room for intuition. It was not part of my "plan." My mind is still fighting me on allowing my intuition to lead and fully embrace ease.
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But, I'm gonna keep feeding my easeful and wondrous intuition---because that's the one I want to grow. 🎃