Day 20 of #strala30--Admitting Fear

Holy wow! It's been 20 days already...
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So, to get even more vulnerable here, fear has come up big time for me. And it's not what you'd maybe think. I'm not afraid of being sick, my fear these days has circled around getting well.
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What does well look like? I know it's different for everyone, but what will it be for me? Sick is the only thing I've ever known...I KNOW this place. I know struggle. I've learned to drop my ego and accept help. But, to be well? Now that is scary. Will I have to do it all by myself? What will be my well? Gosh, that means I have to live my life then...stand up take a stand for me (now that really gets my teeth chattering and knees knocking 😬)
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As I went to sleep last night, I had all this fear swirling. But, as I woke up today, I felt inner peace where there was fear. That inner peace said:
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"You don't need to be sick in order for people to love you Brooke. You are lovable just as you are. You don't need to do anything. You are loved just because you are you."
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I think that's good for everyone. You are loved just because you are you. Sick or well. Just because you're you. You are loved. 😍