Day 22 of #strala30--All ease ain't easy

You know, some days you just have the feeling like you got this, life is great, I'm in control. Those days are awesome.
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Then there are days like today when you spend most of your only day off cleaning up after a puking puppy. 😷
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Ease isn't always easy. Ease when you're having a good day is easy. Sunshine abounds, flowers bloom wherever you walk, and unicorns/rainbows accompany you with lush golden light.
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Today has just been plain hard. No unicorns. Just thunder storms, hail, a sleepless night, me freaking out about money, and cleaning up vomit. For as much progress as I've made, sometimes taking a couple steps backwards makes everything seem so much worse. But, I'm saying to myself on repeat--I trust where I am and I trust what is happening. I am exactly where I need to be, even if ease isn't easy at all today. I'm learning. And I'm human.
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Just gonna journal it out, scream into a pillow, and cry. Somedays it's all you can do. And that is more than okay. That is, in fact, easy. Now, did I get out the spot??