You know, some days you just have the feeling like you got this, life is great, I'm in control. Those days are awesome.
Then there are days like today when you spend most of your only day off cleaning up after a puking puppy. 😷
Ease isn't always easy. Ease when you're having a good day is easy. Sunshine abounds, flowers bloom wherever you walk, and unicorns/rainbows accompany you with lush golden light.
Today has just been plain hard. No unicorns. Just thunder storms, hail, a sleepless night, me freaking out about money, and cleaning up vomit. For as much progress as I've made, sometimes taking a couple steps backwards makes everything seem so much worse. But, I'm saying to myself on repeat--I trust where I am and I trust what is happening. I am exactly where I need to be, even if ease isn't easy at all today. I'm learning. And I'm human.
Just gonna journal it out, scream into a pillow, and cry. Somedays it's all you can do. And that is more than okay. That is, in fact, easy. Now, did I get out the spot??