Day 26 of #strala30-Uncover Motivation

What motivates you to do the things you do? The angel card I pulled today about intentions and an email I received from @lloydburnett has really got me examining what motivates me when I set my own goals. Is it fear or is it love?
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I know it's fear. I actually used to proudly say to anyone who asked me, "well, fear is a great motivator." Just looking at a few of the significant points in my life:
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•Graduating from grad school--I actually wanted to quit school a couple of times, but was so afraid to tell my family I wanted to go in a different direction I just finished.
•I tried to create a relationship with someone who never wanted me as a committed partner (only as a friend with a benefit) because I was afraid I'd never be loved or have a committed relationship by/with another man again.
•I didn't go to the doctor last year when I started really having physical symptoms of Candida, leaky gut, and chronic fatigue because I was too afraid to know what it was.
•I've spent years self sabotaging because I've been afraid to step into my power as a lightworker, a sensitive, and an empath.
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I used to think those fears were small and compartmentalized. But, fear permeated everything, much like the fungus did to my entire system. And now, like the Candida, it will take some time to break down.
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But, the important thing is I saw this. That I had this major light bulb moment. Because now my intentions and motivations will be questioned--fear or love Brooke? Fear or love? I choose love. I break free from fear.
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What are your motivations? I'd love to know 💕