Day 3 of #strala30--Real Talk

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Frustration. It's amazing how a good energy day (yesterday) can be easily replaced by one (today) where my fatigue makes me want to cry and my back hurting makes me want to shy away from everyone. But, there is beauty in these feelings--because my guard is down. I'm more vulnerable and honest.
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I realize how much of my life is spent "should-ing" all over myself. How my life has been directed by voices in my head--that aren't even mine. There are voices from family, teachers, coaches, doctors, friends, confidantes, and mentors. Wonderful folks; but, they aren't mine.
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I realize my voice is the one which matters. And right now, with Candida and mono, healing is my focus. Healing is what my voice whispers. The other stuff--career advice, relationships, where to live, etc, is secondary. Those actions will come later.
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I am worth healing, and it will get better. Because I am having good energy days between the no energy ones...I'm taking that to mean more good energy days are to come. 😘👍🏻