Day 6 of #strala30---Awakening

The card I pulled yesterday was Dreams. While I spoke of the dreams which occur during sleep, part of the reading didn't sit right for me personally. To me, the card also spoke to my dreams I have when I'm awake.
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Ya know, those dreams which start as a whisper, getting you all excited to keep taking steps forward towards achieving it....the visions in your head which keep you ecstatically up all night because you just can't wait to achieve them.
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In learning to practice ease, I am able to awaken to why I've been having such a hard time even starting to dream. In fact, these dreams are getting crushed before I can even form an image in my head.
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How you ask? They get lost in the practicality of the dream--the to do's, the how's, travel arrangements, money worries, what to pack, what to post, etc. I've realized somewhere in my past, I learned to believe I'm not allowed to dream if it's not ACTUALLY possible. Something happened which taught me big dreams weren't important, necessary, or vital to my soul. I had to be practical only, no crazy, huge, scary, awesome, impossible dreams were allowed. Dreams are supposed to be scary. They are supposed to be impossible. Because when they've been placed in your heart by the Divine to inspire you to your purpose and what you can achieve by listening Divine guidance.
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And I have to tell you, there is absolutely NO fun in dreaming practically. No wonder why I quit dreaming. It's easier NOT to dream than get stifled by the intricacies of figuring out how a dream will happen---that is hell.
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While it's sad to recognize this is occurring, this practice of ease is allowing me to see things I've pushed aside for years....and I can be curious about it with myself in a non condescending or confrontational way. I can listen, open myself up to the truth (especially if it's quite a hard truth), and begin the process of relearning to dream with the innocence of my inner little girl. 🌟💕🌻